遭了........

Haiz , what do i do now . Erm.... let's see my record first before i've say anything. Erm.... Seen form 2 started my 1st boyfriend. Afterthat , continuously changed 3 boyfriends without any break. It's like yesterday break up with A then tomorrow start a new relationship with B . Okay, that's my record anyway . Erm..... so , see, it's just almost 1 year anniversary of my last break up with my last ex . Oh ya , i've forget to mention another things, within the 4 ex, they're 3 of them who i like, within the 3 , two of them i seriously like , and yet within the two , only one who i really fall in love with him .

Okay, let's back to our main topic for this, erm................ ........ ..... ...

.... I'm NOT SURE yet , NOT SURE , is really NOT SURE that isn't i like another new guy again !! Okay, listen properly, have i mention before? i'm not sure yet , not sure it's true feeling or not. Haizz...... it's feel good to tell out this.

Okay, so , now there's the problem. That guy 6 years older than me , my senior who studied in the same secondary school with me . Well, ofcourse, we're not met in school. I knew the guy quite some time also, before we really know each others. Erm...... we have the same place to go , which i think only hourssy know where is it . >,^ shhh(if you know that ). But there's not the place we know each other, we met on facebook actually. Then we exchanged number, then we start sms, then we chat.

Er... First when he tried to know me, i really get shock. I seen him before at the place, and that time when i saw him, honestly i feel like he's quite good look , not very handsome but good in looking . So when he asked for my cellphone number, I've a bit of unbelievable. Anyway, the story goes on ......

Let me recall when we really sms..... Erm....... ...... ..... ....YA! last Wednesday, 21th of April. Wao ~ just not even 1 week. the two days after we sms , on the third day, he called me and we chat, the first time we chat spent us 4 to 5 hours , until around 4a.m early morning(i think shouldn't call midnight ). lolzzx.
Yet , that's not the end of the story, day after we chat, he drive to my house sent a gift for me .

Erm.... So, just within 1 week , we already seem like very familiar with each other. So it's impossible for me to like him right??! Haiz.... What happen to me , it's going to reopen school for form 6 , and yet i still can't clear my mind out of these things, all these love sentiment ! Suck !!

Gary

刚刚去探望我的教练，看到他的那一刻，我不能想象那个是他，是我那幽默，爱开玩笑，中气十足的教练，Gary。我们都是这样叫他的，对我们少林来说，他是我们的朋友多过是教练。他躺在病床上，身体软趴趴的，鼻子插了根管，昏睡着，口打开着，拼命的呼吸着。看了多心痛，听前辈说，好像是脑里有血块诸塞，右脑肿着，如果肿向后脑，性命不保，诺向左脑，将会变成植物人。他的情况是，呼吸困难，血压偏高，心脏无力，右脑发肿。他家人都在周围和护士讨论着如何给他喂食，我，权力（助教），俊宾（09年中六毕业的主席），06年毕业的秘书，和德源
（07年中六毕业的财政），也在里面。我们不能做什么，只是看着他。前辈们都到Gary 而变为他打气，叫他快点好起来，我没去跟他说什么。因为那时的我，眼眶里泪水已经在打滚了，我很清楚如果我再开口说什么，眼泪一定会忍不住的，我不想在他家人面前哭，让他们更伤心，因为我知道他们已经哭了好几遍了。看着他的脸，我努力回想Gary 以前的摸样，差太多，真的差太多了，我甚至有那么一刻的希望哪个不是Gary 。 他可是我们恒毅少林的教练耶，这么好，这么优秀的教练，怎么回昏睡三天都没有醒呢？？！！！不久，Ariel ，07年秘书，和一个我中一时就毕业了的前辈也到了。Ariel说她也不相信里面那个躺着的是Gary.我们又能做什么呢？什么都不能.......Gary，快醒来吧，不管为了什么都好，求求你！

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